Malice's Soul

a building and dealing with death again. I’m just happy that this last time had been for helping Malice and Willow reap out punishment for their children.
Children are innocent in this world and the souls that will be here when we take our last breath.

Chapter Fourteen


Willow
“Dewdrop, you ready to go?” Malice asks through the door to the bathroom.
“Yeah, I’m coming,” I respond, nervous about today. Over the last month, things have finally fallen into a great routine for the two of us. I’ve even been able to take care of the triplets without any help, though it’s not often. I usually find that if I’m in the main room with them, one of Malice’s brothers, mostly Gunner, Rogue, and Axe, are taking one of my kids.
Gemini seems to love it when she snuggles into their chest to sleep. Gates and Gavin love to simply look around when they’re awake. The three of them have grown so much already it’s unbelievable.
Besides getting into a routine with the triplets, Malice has been affectionate with me, but he seems to be holding something back. I can feel it in him. It’s as if part of his soul is blocked from connecting with me. Shoot, I don’t even know if that makes sense or not, but I don’t care. It’s how I feel.
I give myself one more once over before finally opening the door. Today I have my check-up with the doctor here after having the triplets and with that, we’ll be finding out whether I’m clear for Malice and me to finally have sex. To say I’m nervous about it is laughable. He’s not let me take him in my mouth since that time in the shower. Instead, he’s tortured me with his hands gliding along my skin and making me feel amazing at his touch. But that doesn’t mean I don’t feel fat and ugly standing here looking at myself.
I’ve heard the snickering comments of the slobber-crawlers. Their muttering about how Malice could do so much better than me. I know it’s because they’re pissed he’s off the market, that doesn’t mean it doesn’t take hold of me.
Sighing, I open the door to find Malice kneeling in front of our three little ones. Butterflies flutter in my stomach and I become even more nervous as my body reacts to the sight of him looking so magnificent.
“You finally ready?” he asks, grinning up at me.
I lick my bottom lip while giving him a nervous nod.
“You okay?” Standing , Malice reaches a hand out to me and pulls me into him.
“I’m okay,” I squeak out and clear my throat. “I’m okay,” I repeat.
“Baby, don’t lie to me. I know you better than you think. Now tell me what has you worked up,” he mutters, one of his hands comes up to brush along my cheek.
I close my eyes, loving his tender touch but wishing for more. “I’m nervous, is all,” I whisper.
“What’s got you nervous?” he asks.
“Well, you know, I’m not skilled at this whole thing and . . . I don’t want to seem, ugh . . . I, um, we’ve only . . .”
“Dewdrop, open your eyes,” he chuckles, interrupting my jumbled words.
I do as he asks and meet his gaze.
“I know I’m the only one you’ve been with. I also know I’ve only had you the one time. I can’t wait to be inside you and once the doc gives the all-clear, then that’s what I’m doing. We’ve already worked it out with who’s watching the kids today for us so the two of us can have some time together without anyone to stop us,” Malice rasps, pulling me deeper into his embrace. “Now is that all it is you’re worried about, Dewdrop? ‘Cause I gotta say what I’ve had from you is fuckin’ hot and I’m looking forward to having your mouth on me again.”
“Then why haven’t you let me . . . take care of you since the other week?” I blurt out my question blushing self-consciously.
“Baby, I told myself the next time I have your mouth wrapped around my cock, I’m gonna have your pussy in my face so I can eat that delectable part of you.”
Oh wow.
Um.
I didn’t expect to hear that.
“I thought . . .” Malice narrows his gaze as I stop and lick my lips nervously.
“What did you think?” he mutters.
“Um, that I didn’t do it right the first time. With the way I look, I thought . . .” Malice doesn’t give me a chance to finish my sentence before he crashes his mouth down on mine, thrusting his tongue into my mouth with a brutal kiss consuming all that is me all while shutting me up.
I wrap my arms around his waist as his hands cup my ass and lift me up, forcing me to circle my legs around him. In the dress I’m wearing, his hands move underneath the hem and slide inside my panties.
I moan into his mouth, loving every minute of this. Malice removes all doubts from my mind, at least for the time being.
A knock on the door breaks the moment. I whimper in protest, not wanting it to end. I love every moment of Malice’s touch. Lifting his head, he holds my gaze as emotions build inside me.
How could I doubt I’m enough for this man?
The doubts try to make their way through what he’d given me just now.
“You ready to go to your appointment now?” he rasps gruffly, lowering me back to my feet.
“I’m ready,” I whisper more than ready.
“Then let’s get out of here. I’ve got plans for you this afternoon.” With a swat to my ass, he guides me to the door to open it for Quinn. We tell her the triplets just had their bottles and Malice all but drags me from the room. This is the first day I’ve been anywhere without our babies, so it feels a little strange.
Outside, Malice doesn’t take me to his truck, like we