Carrying Blaze's Mark
is that ambulance?” I snarl, furious with myself for not protecting my woman and kids. Rage swirls within my soul, demanding the blood of whoever did this shit to my little bird.Motherfucker.
“ETA was five minutes out when we got here. Neighbor also called it in.” Tracker grunts.
“I want whoever did this shit.” When I get my hands on them, I’ll be sure to make them feel every little thing I do to them before they meet the Devil himself.
“You will, brother. Stoney and the rest of the club went after the SUV. Hopefully they’ll catch ‘em,” Tracker states firmly. A pang of guilt hits me at the mention of our Prez. He’s had enough shit to deal with and now this when he should be back at the clubhouse with his ol’ lady. Ironic really what’s happening now isn’t the first time.
Inwardly shaking my head, I put my mind back in the game. “Raven’s water broke,” I inform my brothers.
Murmured curses surround me as do Matthew’s whimpers. Glancing to Shadow, I see him trying to sooth the little man.
Raven gasps and she reaches for me with one hand while the other goes to her stomach.
“Hold on, Little Bird, ambulance is on the way. Just breathe for me, baby,” I murmur encouragingly.
“The baby, he’s coming, Liam, Mark’s coming,” she pants.
Oh shit.
“Hold on, Raven, we’ll get you to the hospital,” I state, not knowing what else to do.
“No, I need him out, Liam. He’s coming now.” My eyes widen at this. It’s our first child together that she’s carrying, isn’t it too soon for her to have to push? I don’t know about this shit. I thought labor was supposed to go on for hours.
“Brother?” At the sound of Ranger’s voice, I lift my head to find the rest of my brothers joining us. I hadn’t even heard them coming. “Ambulance is pulling in.”
Nodding, I focus back on Raven. “Raven, ambulance is here, they’ll help with the baby,” I say reassuringly as she squeezes my hand and groans.
One good thing is she’s not screaming in agony as my daughter’s mother did when she was in labor. She’d caused my head to throb before it was all over and done with.
“Sir, let us get to your wife,” a paramedic states, kneeling across from me as another comes and kneels down by me.
“Don’t leave me,” Raven pants through a contraction.
“Not gonna happen, babe. I’m right here with you.” And I’m not. She’s my everything and I’m not about to leave her in the hands of anyone without me being right there with her.
Raven finally opens her eyes and I’m able to see the majestic purple staring at me with tears shimmering in them. “I’m scared,” she murmurs.
“Don’t be, I’m right here,” I mutter, as the paramedics work on Raven. My attention is on her and not on what they’re doing.
When the gurney is brought over, I’m the one who lifts Raven off the ground. Placing her down on the gurney, I took Matthew from Shadow. He needed to be checked out as well due to smoke inhalation and I wasn’t about to have him away from me either.
Everything seems to blur in front of my eyes with all that is happening. Raven’s groans and need to push. Matthew’s whimpers turning into a coughing spell. Him being hooked to oxygen on the trip to the hospital. One of the paramedics checks Raven and yells she can see the head. As we pull the doors open, Raven’s rushed into the building and taken to the Labor and Delivery Unit while I’m asked to stay in the ER with Matthew. Raven was insistent I stay with him at this point even though she was scared out of her mind.
This is not how I wanted our child to enter the world. Least of all without me at my woman’s side and for that it’s another reason for hurting those who attacked my ol’ lady and son.
Chapter Three
Raven
“Have courage in the dark of night. Never fear the shadows ready to pop out from nowhere and anywhere. Your anchor will keep you safe and sane, even in the depths of despair.” My mother’s words filter out the fear that is engulfing me.
Blaze had to stay with Matthew in the ER and I wouldn’t want it any other way as I’m wheeled away. Our other child was demanding to make his entrance into the world. Quickly the nurses switch me over from the gurney onto one of the special hospital beds meant for pregnant women who are about to give birth.
Alverez rushes into the room just as another sharp contraction hits me. I don’t know if he was already on shift or what but from the flush of his face, I’m thinking someone called him. To which I’m grateful for. I didn’t want any other doctor. I trusted him to take care of me and my child. Alverez wasn’t just my doctor he’s a friend. Him and his significant other both are. “Okay, Raven, we need to get you situated in order to push,” he says.
Nodding, I do as he says with one of the nurse’s help. My mind becomes dizzy when another nurse places an IV into my hand.
“You ready for this, Raven?” Alverez asks, a look of concern crossing his facial features.
“Not by a long shot,” I mutter through clenched teeth. The need to push becomes even stronger as another contraction hits. God this shit is more painful than I thought it would be. No wonder people demand the drugs when in labor. It feels as if my vagina is about to be torn apart at the seams.
“Well whether you are or not, Ray, it’s time to get this kid out of you.” Alverez chuckles, situating himself at the bottom of the bed. Once my knees are placed where he needs them, he gives me instructions to push when he says to.
Over the next hour, I continue to do as Alverez instructs me to