Dearest Josephine
This is what he told me:Dad purchased the property at a private auction while I was at Stonehill. He planned to renovate the house so we could use it on holidays. But his cancer ended those dreams. Maybe he thought he’d recover and finish the project. Maybe not telling me was his way of holding on to that hope. Whatever his reason, he intended this place for us.
I’m not sure what to think or feel right now. To be here and see evidence of Dad—his sweater on the coatrack, the sparkling water in the fridge—reminds me of things I don’t want to remember. Losing him. Getting swept away in the chaos that followed.
A few months of quiet will do me some good. Maybe I’ll finish the renovations and have furniture appraised to complete Dad’s project. He wanted me at Cadwallader. I cling to that truth now, while I huddle near my bedroom’s fireplace with a cup of Earl Grey and an oil lamp. (The manor has electricity only on its main floor.)
Of course, Dad bought the creepiest fixer-upper in all of England. Too many spiders and drafts that seem to come from nowhere. I wish you were here to see it.
I wish you were here.
Email back as soon as possible! Your communication keeps me sane and less spooked by the creak of old wood and wind against shutters.
BTW, I planned to give you a virtual tour of the house. You missed out.
Josie
(Sent from iPhone)
From: Faith Moretti <Kardashian_4Life@mailbox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, June 21, 12:23 PM
To: Josie De Clare <JDeClare@mailbox.com>
Subject: Re: Cadwallader Manor
Josie, if you don’t respond, I’ll assume you froze to death in that creepy mansion, and my day will be ruined. JOSIE, RESPOND ASAP!!
Your description of Atteberry—although beautiful—makes the place sound lonely. I’m a full supporter of rest and self-discovery, but isolation can sometimes cause more problems. Please don’t join a knitting club. But if you do, promise you won’t become a hermit who collects yarn and wanders the moors and dyes her hair pink. Geez, I get nervous just thinking about you in that village with only Norman and Martha to keep you company. I mean, they’re better than Rashad.
Pretty much everyone is better than Rashad.
I must know more about your first night at Cadwallader. Any ghost sightings? Or even better—did Mr. Rochester call on you? Oh, I wish I could visit and help renovate the house.
Your dad would have wanted you to finish his project, though.
OMG, your mom and lawyers better not sell the townhouse. That place belongs to you—your dad said so. Remember when we tried to slide down the laundry chute and you got stuck? I was so scared your dad would be angry at me when he saw your feet dangling out of the shaft, and I couldn’t believe it when he just laughed and slathered you with vegetable oil to get you out. Didn’t that stain the clothes?
I miss him too. He treated me like a daughter, and I needed that. I needed a family during my time at Stonehill. Did you ever hear about the skirt? During one of our weekends at your house, your dad overheard us talking about how I’d ripped my uniform. He went to the store and bought a plaid skirt, then put it in the guest room for me to find. He didn’t say a word about it, but I knew what he’d done.
You both mean the world to me.
So yeah, I understand your reason for visiting Cadwallader Manor. Loss changes our perspective of the world, exposes its instability, and leaves us to gather the pieces of our broken selves and stick them back together. Your dad must’ve known that, Josie. Maybe he bought the house to give you a safe place—somewhere you could heal.
Explore the estate and let me know what you find.
Faith
From: Josie De Clare <JDeClare@mailbox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, June 21, 4:01 PM
To: Faith Moretti <Kardashian_4Life@mailbox.com>
Subject: Weird Finds at Cadwallader
Good news, Faith! I didn’t perish in the night and turn to ice. The fireplace warmed my bedroom to a comfortable temperature. I slept beneath a mound of quilts and didn’t wake until Norman led his sheep past my window. Neither ghosts nor Mr. Rochester paid me a visit, which probably disappoints you. I can, however, report horrific texts from Rashad, but I won’t waste time—or words—telling you about them.
I took your advice and explored the estate. First, I ravaged the kitchen and put together a breakfast of toast, eggs, and tea—like a genuine domestic. Martha left homemade butter and clotted cream in the fridge to liven up my meals. She even filled the pantry with canned soups. (I tell you this to prompt a craving for British food so you’ll return to me.)
The weather seemed decent enough, so I took a pair of work boots from the cellar and went outdoors. I followed a stone wall around the property, then chased sheep onto the south ridge. Call me a child—I don’t care! The air tasted like snow, and a frigid breeze clawed through my jumper. But I wasn’t cold. Not for a moment. I felt something—something that didn’t hurt—and I liked it. So, there I sat on the sod, scribbling in the notebook I carry around with me. I would’ve stayed for hours and watched mist swirl over the countryside, but a storm drove me back to the house. And that’s when my day turned weird.
Granted, I find oddities in the simplest of things—you know this to be true. Case in point: when I spotted Headmistress Poston’s star-shaped tattoo and invented an explanation involving spies, covert operations, and hidden identities. All that to say, I doubt my observations hold significance in the logical realm.
While roaming the house, I discovered a study in the manor’s west wing. It overlooks the courtyard and contains a