Die Twice

the previous night, he didn’t say anything.
We got to work without speaking. Malik started on the chest of drawers on which the TV sat. We both knew what we were looking for: little clues, things that in themselves might seem irrelevant to the untrained eye but which, taken together with what else the investigation threw up, could be used to build up a basic picture of the life and ultimately the death of Ms Miriam Fox.
She must have been quite a pretty girl once. There was a photograph of her pinned to the wall at a slightly uneven angle. In the picture, she was standing in the room we were in now, dressed in a pair of jeans and a sky-blue halter top that exposed a pale midriff. She didn’t have any shoes on and her bare feet were long and thin. One hand was on her hip while she ran the other through her thick black hair. She was pouting mockingly at the cameraman. I think the pose was supposed to be sexy, but the overall impression was that of a young girl trying hard to be a woman. I didn’t know her, and would never know her, but at that moment I felt sorry for her.
The drugs had taken their toll. Her face was gaunt and bony, the eyes sunken and tired. It looked like it had been months since a decent meal passed her lips, which was probably true. But there was hope in the photograph too, or should have been. The damage didn’t look permanent. Given time, some sleep and a healthy diet, she could have turned things around and become pretty again. Youth, if not luck, had been on her side.
There was a mirror shaped like a smiling moon next to the photograph. I saw my reflection in it and I couldn’t help feeling that I was also beginning to look ravaged by the wrong sort of living. My cheekbones were protruding too much. So pronounced were they that it looked as if they were trying to escape from the rest of my face. To add to my misery, tiny webs of burst blood vessels I hadn’t noticed before had popped up on either side of my nose. They were still pretty small, three of them altogether the size and shape of money spiders, but they worried me because now they were there, they were going to be there for ever. Youth, unfortunately, was not on my side.
There’s nothing worse for a vain man than seeing reality catch up and hit him. I’ve always thought of myself as quite a good-looking guy and, to be honest, that’s what more than a few women have told me over the years. No-one looking at the face I was looking at would have said that now.
There were two passport-type photos, still attached to each other, tucked into the mirror between the plastic coating and the glass. I removed them as carefully as I could and took a closer look. They’d obviously been taken one after another in one of those photo-me booths you get in railway stations and the occasional department store, because they were essentially the same picture. Two laughing girls, arms round each other, faces pressed together. One of the girls was Miriam Fox, the other was younger and prettier. The younger girl had blonde curly hair cut into a bob and, in contrast to Miriam, a round cherubic face with a cute smattering of freckles. Only the eyes, nothing like as bright as the rest of her, trying to look happy but not quite making it, told you that maybe she too was a street girl. I put her at about fourteen, but she could have been as young as twelve. They were both dressed in thick coats and the girl had a winter scarf round her neck, so I guessed the photo was fairly recent.
They looked like good friends. Maybe this girl, whoever she was, could fill in some of the gaps in Miriam Fox’s life. We’d have to try to locate her, if she was still around. I put the photos in my notebook and moved over to a battered-looking wardrobe next to the bathroom door.
We went over everything bit by bit. Malik discovered a wad of notes: eight twenties, a fifty (how often do you see one of those?) and a ten. He appeared quite pleased with the find, although I wasn’t sure why. A prostitute keeping cash in her flat was hardly a revelation.
‘It means she definitely planned on coming back here,’ he told me.
I told him that that’s what I would have assumed anyway. ‘If she picked up a punter and he just turned out to be the wrong sort of guy, then there’s no question that she went out intending to come back here. Why wouldn’t she?’
Malik nodded in agreement. ‘But we’re still trying to discover a motive, aren’t we?’ he said evenly. ‘And at least this provides evidence that she wasn’t running away from something and got caught before she could escape. It gives more credence to our theory of a dodgy punter.’
Credence. That was an interesting word. Malik was right of course. It did help to close off alternative theories, leaving us scope to focus our enquiries on certain areas, but I thought that maybe he was unnecessarily complicating matters. Malik was trying to look at it from the angle of Sherlock Holmes, and you didn’t need to do that. If a prostitute gets her throat slashed and her genitalia mutilated, and her body’s discovered on the edge of a notorious red light district with the clothing interfered with, it’s fairly obvious what’s happened.
Or so I thought.
There was nothing in the wardrobe that told us anything. There were a couple of drawers in there containing various knick-knacks; some books, including two by Jane Austen, which caused me to raise my eyebrows (how many whores read Jane Austen?); a bag of dope; an unopened carton of Marlboro Lights;