House of Dragons: Royal Houses Book One
happened to her. But as soon as the party resumed, it all rose back to the surface.She hadn’t been chosen. And no one was doing anything about it.
Of course, Helly had said that they would figure it out. Kerrigan knew what that meant. It meant she needed to come up with a plan and quick. Something that she could offer Helly so that she wasn’t shunted to the side and forgotten.
Not again. Never again.
It was bad enough that she should have been First of the House of Cruse of Bryonica. That her father had abandoned her rather than legitimize a half-Fae royal. She could not be cast aside a second time. The last twelve years had been nothing but trying to prove herself and her worth to the Society. She would not let all of that go in vein.
Tomorrow. Tomorrow, she would have a proposal for Helly. She didn’t care that it was the first day of the dragon tournament. She knew she couldn’t put it off for more than a day.
Tonight though… she would sulk with a glass of the best wine and watch everyone that she had known and loved the last twelve years enter the civilization that she was no longer going to be a part of.
Kerrigan took another sip of her wine and settled into the corner of the room. She was hardly known for being a wallflower. But tonight was a celebration of the champions and the Dragon Blessed entering society. She was neither. No one was making bets on whether or not she would get a dragon. No one was trying to woo her to become an ally in the tournament. No one was heaping praises upon her for being a newly vested citizen. And the whole thing looked stupendously dull from the outside.
She just wanted to leave. It had been an hour of seclusion in the corner. Surely, that was enough time. She glanced to the balcony and all its seductions, planning her escape, when a throat cleared in front of her.
Kerrigan turned back to face the person with a blink of surprise. No one had spoken to her since the party began.
“Master Bastian?” she said, it coming out more like a question.
“Hello, Kerrigan,” he said with a slow smile.
Master Bastian had been a Society member for the better part of the last century. He was well-respected by his peers. Many thought that he was particularly brilliant. She had always admired his calm repose and his valiant fight for safer measures in the city and rural areas. He had been in a house fire, growing up, and a portion of his face had been devoured by the flames. A healer might have been able to save his appearance, but his rural village had been too far from the healing centers.
“How can I help you?” she asked carefully. She liked Bastian, but he’d never really taken much interest in her.
“I came to offer my condolences on what had happened earlier.”
Kerrigan’s face flushed a bright red. “Ah… yes. That was…”
“Unfortunate,” he said. “I am sorry for your troubles.”
Not enough to fix them.
Though she would never say that out loud. Bastian was being kind. No one else had been kind.
“Thank you, Master Bastian.” She demurely lowered her lashes. “I appreciate you coming to speak with me.”
“Please, let me know if there is anything that I can do.”
She nodded and suddenly wondered if there was something that he could do. Not here or right now. But later, when she put a plan together. Perhaps Bastian’s kindness could be beneficial. She would put him in her back pocket like a card in Dragons Up.
Bastian tipped his head at her and then disappeared back into the crowd.
Kerrigan had had enough of the party. She dropped her drink off on a nearby table and then stepped lightly onto the balcony. The summer heat had dipped uncharacteristically cold while still hanging on to every ounce of humidity. It wasn’t a good combination. But it did mean that the balcony was unattended. Or so she had thought.
Her feet stilled when she found Fordham Ollivier leaning his elbows against the railing and staring wistfully out into the city beyond.
“What are you doing here?” she asked.
He slowly turned his head and assessed. She suddenly felt on display as his gaze dragged up her body and then to her face. There was something in his gray eyes as he drank in her features. A half-smile twisted on his mouth.
“Hello, halfling.”
She glowered at the word. She should just leave him here to rot. And yet… and yet…
He looked so miserable. As miserable as she was. It didn’t make sense to feel kinship to this princeling. He was an arrogant bastard who likely tortured other people like her.
“Not having fun at your own party?” she asked.
“It’s not truly for me. It’s for the others.”
That was true. Also how she felt.
She leaned next to him. “Did you expect them to cheer you on?”
“No,” he said, fastidiously messing with the collar of his black-and-silver cloak. It was elegant and endearing. He looked like royalty, even with his hair all mussed from fussing with it. No one could ever see him as anything else. “And you? What are you doing out here? Making mischief? Here to follow me around like a gnat.”
“Are you always like this?”
“Like how?”
“An asshole?”
His eyes narrowed. “If you must know, yes. It’s my best quality.”
She snorted. “Great. And here I thought I’d escape your winning personality after all this was over.” She sighed and leaned heavily forward again. Letting her guard down in front of him was likely dangerous, but she had so little left to lose. “But it’s not over. No one picked me, and now, I might have to follow around your annoying ass forever.”
“Is that why you are out here?” he inquired. “Did you truly think that a half-Fae would fit with all of that?” He gestured to the grand party inside where all the wealthy Fae danced and drank and laughed.
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