Love Me Always (Top Shelf Romance Book 8)

wanting him to stop this amazing sensation.
He alternates between them, giving each nipple equal attention as he sucks, twists, and bites. The pain is just enough that it blends into pleasure. Intense pleasure. It feels amazing. But I want more. I miss his cock already, now that he’s moved down my body.
“Can you, oh…”
His head tilts up. “Can I what?” He keeps his eyes on me as he licks my left nipple. “I’m not doing anything else to this beautiful body unless you beg me to do it.” His hands continue their sweet torture on my breasts. “You said back at the bar that you’ve never done this before. What did you mean exactly? Going home with a stranger? Or what you’re about to beg me to do?”
I glance down and meet his smirk.
Christ, he’s sexy as hell, and playful. Deadly combination. And he has every right to be cocky. I’m all for begging if it puts him inside me.
“Um, both actually. I’ve never done anything like this. I’ve kissed boys and they’ve touched me a little, but that’s about the extent of my experience.”
“Are you sure you wanna do this? You don’t even know me. I could eat your pussy some more or fuck you again with my fingers. It doesn’t have to be my cock getting you off.”
I bite my lip playfully. “Tempting. But I want this to be with you.” Our eyes stay locked as he sits back between my legs. “I don’t want to stop.”
“Show me you want this.” He holds me with his stare, commanding me to do what he’s asking. “Show me you want me to be the one to take it.”
I reach for his cock, sliding down the condom and rubbing his length. His groan vibrates through his entire body and I feel it tickling my palm.
“Do you think you can make me come with this?” I whisper my tease. “I’m betting you can. I’m betting you can make me come all night with it.”
The biggest, sweetest grin spreads across his face and I swoon. I’m fucking swooning here.
“That’s the plan, sweetheart. I’m gonna go slow, but I need you to tell me if it’s too much for you.”
He braces himself on either side of my face, taking his weight on his forearms. I feel him at my entrance and he gently places kisses to my lips as he slowly slides in with a muted grunt. I inhale sharply and clamp my eyes shut.
Holy shit, he’s big. Really fucking big.
He stills, not all the way in, and I let out my air.
“Jesus. So damn tight.” He groans and drops his forehead to mine. “Are you okay?” His concerned words blow across my face. “Do you want me to pull out?”
I open my eyes and meet his. I have to keep going. I know the pleasure will come after the pain. “No, don’t pull out. I want you to fuck me.”
His hand strokes my cheek in the most intimate way. “Baby, I can’t fuck you until you’re ready for me. It’ll hurt if I try to do it right now.” He reaches down and grabs my hand, moving it around him. “Grab me and pull me into you. That way you’re controlling it.”
I nod once, grabbing on to him with both hands and guiding him into me. The pain hits me again and I tense. Every muscle in my body contracts against his. I can’t stop. I need to do this. I clamp my eyes shut as I pull him in.
Deeper. Deeper. Fucking hell. My nails dig into his skin and I sharply suck in my breath again.
“Oh, God,” I pant.
The pain begins to shift, slowly disappearing into nothing. I lock onto his eyes and bite my lip, seeing his apprehensive expression.
He’s just as tense as I am.
He doesn’t want to hurt me.
I chose the right guy.
I relax my body completely and become familiar with the sensation. “I’m okay,” I reassure him, seeing the tightness in his jaw disappear and his eyes light up.
He slowly pushes in all the way, gauging my reaction closely. Studying my face. His lips are parted slightly and his eyes are so bright, they seem to light up the darkness of his bedroom. A deep, guttural noise escapes his throat as I open up to him, spreading my legs as wide as they’ll go.
“I’m all the way in you, baby, and it feels so damn good.” He brushes his lips against mine. “Fucking perfect,” he whispers.
“I’m ready for you to move,” I say, assurance in my tone. I’m more than ready. I tilt my pelvis up and wrap my legs around his waist.
He slowly slides back out, keeping his eyes on mine and watching me closely. The pain is gone and the only thing I feel is pure ecstasy. Elation. Fucking euphoria. I moan and lift my hips, urging him farther.
Oh, yes. That feels good. Amazingly good.
“Holy fuck,” he grunts, sliding back in slowly. He bends down and kisses the corner of my mouth. “Does it still hurt?”
I smile against his lips and shake my head.
“Good. I’m gonna really move now, pretty girl. I don’t know how long I’ll last though. You’re squeezing me so God damned tight, angel.” And then he picks up rhythm, his hips crashing against mine.
My breasts bob against his muscular chest and I kiss him deeply, exploring every inch of his mouth with my tongue. The room fills with our moans that are in no way muffled. I’m certain people in the next state over can hear us.
Thrust. Thrust. Thrust.
“Oh, my God,” I say as he licks and sucks my breast. And I know I’m close. I’m familiar now with what he can do to me and there’s no stopping it. The buildup is coming from deep within me, and it’s coming quick. Like a wildfire spreading.
“You’re right there, baby. Are you ready?”
How fucking hot is it that he knows when I’m about to come? I don’t even need to tell him.
“Yes. God, yes,”